I keep telling myself "today will be better" or "today will be different" but it always seems to end up the same.  I'm tired of not caring.  I finally put words to my feelings last week and it doesn't make me feel any better.  

I just don't care.

As simple as that.  How sad is that?  I just don't care... and the worst part is it's true.  I don't care.  As hard as I try I just can't.  AH!  

Last week we had an awesome mad science day and I really enjoyed watching my kid's faces as we made volcano eruptions.  It was the greatest day of last week!  I thoroughly enjoyed the entire experience!  

And then I boogered up my knee again by smacking it into the wall by climbing over the stupid barrier in our classroom.  So frustrating.  It's still kind of sore and hurts to walk upstairs but I don't  think I did any serious damage.  Geezus.  That's all I needed.  

I can't bring myself to finish this post...I'm too tired.