Exhausted

It's FRIDAY!!!

This week has been one crazy ride.

Kiara went back into the vet on Thursday.  Camron took her in on his lunch break (so sweet of him).  She hadn't touched her dinner the night prior and with the diarrhea, I knew something was up.  So while I was on my 15 min break at work Banfield called me.  She had a bacterial infection that they were going to put her on antibiotics for as well as a probiotic.  She had a delayed reaction to the anesthesia from when she had her teeth cleaned last week.  I KNEW IT! :-(  She is doing MUCH MUCH better now, Thank God.

This evening I went to Allie's birthday dinner at Sushi Neko.  It was a good time!  I'm FULL!  Their portions are quite large and very VERY filling.

I am so exhausted right now but I just wanted to get some thoughts out before I called it a night.

I am beginning to become a little happier so that's a plus.
I am still sad about my motivation about working out and dieting therefore because of that I am upset with myself for not pushing myself into gear.  I'm fed up with my body.  I'm fed up with being lazy.
I have to admit though, a good portion of me not working out last week was the continuous headache I had for a week and a half.  (So bad that on Wed evening I threw up my dinner...wow).  No excuses I know but if you have THAT kind of a headache you don't want to push it.  My mom thinks I was having a cluster migraine and when I got sick that was the ending point.  Guess what...I haven't had a headache since Wed night!  Go figure.

I feel in my heart that things between Camron and I are getting better.  I know we have some things to work on and work out but nothing more than what most relationships go through (I'm assuming).  I just hope they continue to stay on the right track and that he doesn't slide back into the bad habits etc that we are working out.

My main goal: is to work on myself so that he [Camron] and I can work on our relationship.  We have a very strong relationship, don't get me wrong, but there are just somethings I'm done with dealing with.  I can put up with so much and I have that now I've had my fill and it's time to work on some things.

Anyways,

I am so ready for bed.  Good night!!!