Wednesday, January 16, 2013

Stress



Well let's start off with the good news.  Monday morning at 0820 my car accident settlement was finalized.  So that is a load off my back.  After three long tedious years it's finally over.  I lived in the moment of feeling less overwhelmed and enjoying a sense of freedom until that evening.  Kiara had diarrhea...

I stated in a previous blog that she is on prednisone.  Well that is for quality of life care...her symptoms when I took her in and then found out what was wrong was vomiting and diarrhea.  I am hoping she just got into something like yogurt and her tummy is upset.  I don't think that's the case any more.  I called the vet last night (Tues) and my docs won't be in till Thursday and they just want me to watch her and call if she stops eating.

It's Wed morning and I had a rude awakening.  I woke up to her passing gas (it's the strangest noise I've ever heard) and it was continuous.  Then she just lost control on my bedroom floor :'-(  Needless to say the tears started flowing, I'm worried and scared.  The vet couldn't tell me if I had a couple of months or a couple of years with her left.  It's NOT TIME YET!  SO please keep her in your prayers...I am NOT ready to let go of my baby.  Please just let it be something antibiotics or something can clear up.  I would also like to state that she had her teeth cleaned last Tuesday...SHE WAS FINE UNTIL THEN.  I SWEAR IF THIS REACTION IS BECAUSE OF THE ANESTHESIA I AM GOING TO BE LIVID AND ANGRY WITH THE VETS....and myself :'-(  Please God...

Camron has been holding me and comforting me...the tears just flow without prompt.  I am hoping that I'm just overreacting but with her current health...I don't think I am.  Ugh.  The sense of being helpless. I don't know if she is in pain...she is eating, drinking, no vomit, purring and playing with me.  Fingers crossed.


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